I sort of hate this blog. There - I said it. I hate this blog. I thought it would be cool to write about things again, but this has become some strange listing of events and accomplishments/challenges. I feel like I am writing a cover letter more than expressing anything in here. I'm not saying I want to do some emotional purge into the internet world. Yes, I have matured slightly since 19. I'm just saying there must be a balance between emotion and events. It's sort of funny I'm having this blogger identity crisis. I'm listening to the song Who Am I Supposed To Be by John Lennon from the Royal Tenenbaums soundtrack. I used to listen to this song on repeat. Some things never change.